record_id: 310f8b3e-f83d-8181-ba1d-d51f403e2a83 created_time: 2026-02-23T14:41:00.000Z title: 02-20 Family Discussion: Career Uncertainty, School Search, and Faith source_url: / [TRANSCRIPTION] Speaker 1 00:00:02 You know, it's the only thing that they hear. This is the only thing that they hear. She's like, she's like. Xavier is the only integration that he has. I go to. Speaker 2 00:00:14 I do not care what you're here for. You dare? You dare? She's trying to make me feel bad about myself. Yes, okay. She just told me about his birthday party and you don't plan a birthday party on his senior day. Every year? And I said. So we're going back. Ben? Speaker 1 00:00:33 What you doing, dude? Huh? Oh, you're working. You've been reading that book, right? I'd like your brother to go on screen. Oh. Proud of you, kid. Speaker 1 00:01:00 What. Use your time wisely. You know, So I've got a suspicion that one of these blank plates connects to my fan in my room. Remember, I've tried to automate it and I couldn't find the right wire. I'll bet you that wire is in one of those. What about the one. Speaker 3 00:01:32 There's one under my bed. Speaker 1 00:01:35 Yeah, I know because look. No, no, okay look. Speaker 2 00:01:40 Yeah, cause he likes you. So I know. Right? Speaker 1 00:01:44 So It's a weird relationship Your wall is up this wall Right? Oh so maybe. So look One Two Three Three steps that way. Speaker 1 00:02:01 These where the wires go up. And your bed is right here. Right? Speaker 4 00:02:16 Are you guys sore? A bit. One, Speaker 3 00:02:25 Two, three. My hamstrings are a bit sore. Speaker 4 00:02:30 Yeah, there should be one right there. And so we'll check that one. Well, there's also one down here. Speaker 1 00:02:36 Yeah, but that one's not uh. That's an internet connection. Speaker 3 00:02:42 There's also another one down here. Oh, this one is a plug. Speaker 4 00:02:49 Yeah, so we'll just check it out. Speaker 2 00:03:10 Spaghetti Which I was thinking and pork chops too. Speaker 3 00:03:37 No,'cause I have to do this packet once I read the book too. Speaker 4 00:03:41 And it's all due in two weeks. Speaker 1 00:03:43 Thank you for getting my math. We appreciate you working on that. Hey Eric, can we do something about your desk? Oh yeah. Speaker 2 00:03:58 And I'm like, I didn't think Jamie would want me to go to his birthday party, and he goes, well yeah, that's'cause he likes you. Like not like like me but he's like. It's like a weird thing, cause like he likes you, but like I'm scared of Miss Candice. Speaker 4 00:04:18 What? This cat is so scary. I don't know. Speaker 2 00:04:26 She's scary to everybody, everybody everyone. She does she like me and. Speaker 4 00:04:35 My friends? She yells a lot. Speaker 2 00:04:39 She yells a lot. Uh, Speaker 2 00:04:43 Yeah, I know. You want to go call your mom for a couple minutes? It's okay. How come you didn't. Can I tell the South Carolina thing? You didn't want to say that in front of him? Marshmallow. Speaker 1 00:05:03 Fights? Is it something he'd actually consider? Oh, Speaker 2 00:05:06 Uh- uh. But. Oh well, I didn't want to put him on the top of the pan. But I think it's funny. No, that's a stop. Ben, You're gonna have to wash this because you have like dirt all over this, even though it's your nice It's washed! There no way! Mm-mm You've been wear- you wore that last night too. I wear it for like a few hours and then. I know but. But you get dirt on it, that's why you gotta actually. No This is like. It stinks mom! Oh right You're sleeping over? Speaker 2 00:05:37 I'll actually sit in the back, if you want your dad to sit up front. So, I don't think I'll bring. I have a lot of emails to get out, but that's like can't you know phase two. Like maybe I'll write it all out like what I need to get. It's like I need to write out all the customers that I've seen over the last two weeks. And the email that I need to write to them and what I need to say getting back to them. And, I also need to determine how much product i need to order based off of the customers i have seen and what i promised, you know. Speaker 2 00:06:34 I also contacted Hilda and Valerie for CSI. I'm like, hey, you guys, like I've been checking my mail every single day and I haven't gotten it. And then Hilda just got back to me saying, I'll get the check by Tuesday. Sorry babe. I was told it was like a two-day thing on Monday. So. Speaker 2 00:07:06 What. No. So Ben wants the pork. No, it's spaghetti. What if I make Ben his own pork chop? I know, Speaker 1 00:07:30 But I was saying no to. Speaker 2 00:07:35 No, I can make him shrimp spaghetti. Okay. When's the next interview? Speaker 1 00:07:46 Three this week. Speaker 2 00:07:48 Wow, three. She's waiting to hear back from all of them, to be honest. Speaker 1 00:07:52 Yeah, it's kind of disappointing because he uh they did two second interviews this week, but it was like not like true second interviews; it was like, Decision maker interviews, right. Um. Meaning I got past the recruiter. I thought they both went well, but I don't think that the first, I'm casting doubts on the first one and but I'm and I'm a So and then yesterday, I interviewed with a recruiter for position And she's like, "I don't think you're the right fit for the," "I don't think that the company that I'm representing will." Speaker 1 00:08:33 Accept you,'cause they're super like. Speaker 2 00:08:36 Which is really funny,'cause like the resume is very like, or the job description is very bland. It's like, yep, yep, yep. You know? Speaker 1 00:08:44 Yeah. Um But she's like, but I have another position that I think you'd be great for. But it's like next on my list. Like I got to get past this first. You know? She's like so text me tomorrow, and we'll follow up and then I texted her and she didn't respond. So it was. Speaker 1 00:09:06 I don't know. We'll see. Speaker 2 00:09:08 Yeah, so they've just been recruiters so far, not hiring managers yet. Like, Speaker 1 00:09:14 So I Monday was the CEO of the company that I would go Oh. Okay, Speaker 4 00:09:18 Oh that's interesting. Speaker 1 00:09:20 Yeah, But I don't think you wanted to go through my P and L What's that? Profit and loss statement? Oh okay. And try me as a new P and L So. I said So I kind of make my own P and L But. What, you really want to talk to me about is all the years at reconsider that I did do a PhD. But I think that bothered him. I think he liked me. Yeah, I even plug in the transcripts of G B T. Oh, really? Like you get a seventy eighty percent chance of moving on in this one. This one you did good. That's funny, so and and the thought that my Tuesday interview went really well, they just have an hour. Speaker 1 00:10:06 So, but it's also only been three days. Yeah. And I think on the first that's a new group, if you know what I mean. So like they're gonna want to they're gonna want to go through everybody cycle through everybody. Speaker 2 00:10:17 Yeah. So, Speaker 1 00:10:20 I don't know. Speaker 2 00:10:23 That's a start. Yeah. So. Speaker 1 00:10:37 Yeah. Are they local? Not really. So one of them is Home Chef. They like, they deliver meals to your front door that you can, it's like on the go meal or like ready to cook meal. Um, they're in San Bernardino. Okay. And the other one is in Santa Ana. Well, that would be against traffic though. Yeah, yeah could have been hour both ways so. Speaker 1 00:11:12 Santa Ana. Oh, that's not bad. That's close. That's super close. Yeah, but I just don't think I'm gonna get it. Speaker 2 00:11:23 But you know, we're getting closer and. I kind of feel like. I feel like. I'm getting better at interviewing too. Speaker 1 00:11:31 So. And then, Speaker 2 00:11:32 I think when it does get to this level, to be honest, Like this is kind of where you would sell it, even though you might not be the first choice or whatever. It's like they get through all, they're like eh or whatever, and then they go through all of them and they're like eh. You know. Yeah. I mean, Speaker 1 00:11:46 And they say that for every ten grand, you want to make, it's going to take that many months for you to get a job. You know. So I figure, if my target is, you know one hundred eighty to two hundred, it could take a year and a half. And we've only been. Speaker 2 00:12:04 October or September is when we started? Right. Speaker 2 00:12:08 I haven't really done a whole lot of replying this week. Speaker 1 00:12:11 No, I I told myself I was going to start this week, but this week was crazy. So my goal is to to get like one out per day. But that'll that'll start like next week maybe. Speaker 2 00:12:23 It's like the ones that you just like press, click and then like it does it, like those ones are easy to do. You can almost like do that all in like one week. Like. And then and then you kind of save the ones that you have to like. Speaker 2 00:12:38 You just save the ones that are. Yeah. You understand like that, that and then you go back to them, you know? Right. Speaker 1 00:12:47 Are you gonna get your. I was just gonna go get my bag. I'll be right back. Speaker 2 00:13:19 And now she's trying to get Asia, and then like Asia doesn't want to get involved. And Asia's taking the inside and being like," Please don't be scared." Like, I can tell that she wants to hang out with Candace, but she's also worried. First night comes like, yeah, she's even worried about how tired she is. She has her kids. Yeah. Seriously? Yeah! Oh! What? I know! Did they not. So. Speaker 2 00:14:04 Oh Gosh. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. What? Are you okay? Speaker 2 00:14:43 I'm Not being rejected. Speaker 2 00:14:51 And I need to protect that, you know. And she keeps on talking about how excited she is. How much time do we have together? And I'm thinking, "I don't think I have the time." Cause I didn't take off the whole. He didn't tell me he could take off the whole work week. And I can't afford it. Yeah, yeah. Speaker 2 00:15:25 And one hundred percent, that's all him. Thinking about that for the last twenty minutes. That's really nice. You know, like he legit, I thought about it and I was like Dude, I'm like offering you candy, like but I thought like I'm like alright. We'll wait. You know, you win. You win. So. Anyways. That is where I am at right now. And so I am just taking a minute. But then I know that, then also she calls in because she's like Oh, I feel like that's something you need to come over for though Like okay, let me try and be like um. Speaker 2 00:16:24 I need to like get off. Ten minutes, my brain did not hurt from what you just did. She's talking to me, where in the group chat as he was texting me, and then James is I'm like, oh, no. Is she come over? Where is like she's in the other room, and we're team sitting there be awesome. Oh, gosh, oh, gosh. So like because then she had Jason text me be like hey, can I come over. And so then I. Speaker 2 00:16:55 It was like, sure. Like the color black. Like, yeah, I said, and Taylor can come over and have a beer with Braden too, but not your mom. And then she called Braden. So, it's like a fun game of chicken that I've been playing for like the last hour with her called How much. Does our friendship mean to you? Speaker 2 00:17:23 But yeah, I did not expect to get anything in this car. All these chairs are breaking. Yes, they are. This one is broken. That one is broken. It's okay. I've been looking at chairs online. Um, I can get I can kind of get the same ones again for like a hundred bucks, but like they won't swivel and I kind of want to change it up. Speaker 2 00:17:54 Yeah. Those types of bars go again. Yeah, they're kind of industrial, and I just ordered a new carpet. Mhm. And so in no, and I don't think it'll be like I don't think it'll match very well. So now I am just going to clean up a bit, but I should do and what those tools are actually meant to do, even though it looks nasty now is back from the. Speaker 2 00:18:53 So I should just take out the back and just really not all. Yeah, okay. Are you okay? Oh yeah, there is a bunch in the fridge, and then if there is we're out. There is more on top of on top of the fridge. Speaker 2 00:19:48 You Find them? Yeah. Are there any left or no? Speaker 2 00:19:59 What. It's a lot, huh? And there is one more piece of mail on that table. Speaker 2 00:20:35 Sometimes like if there's a boy, I'll just help him like put it all. Oh yeah. In there so he might not get into the knife and. Sometimes I pay attention to the things that I continue to open up, but sometimes I go down. Hey Grayden, did we do our car registration? Speaker 1 00:20:54 Not yet. Is that due this month? March sixth, I think it is. Speaker 2 00:20:60 Okay, sorry. All of a sudden I realized that we didn't do that and like oh. Speaker 2 00:21:10 What's great Britain. Speaker 2 00:22:14 You get the military. The VA, I can't, I can't double dip. The VA is tax free. So what I do is I receive all of the VA payment. And then it's like, VA pays me this, Army pays me this. But I can't, I can't get both. So because VA is tax free, I take all that money and then you take Army pay, subtract VA pay whatever's left. Speaker 2 00:23:14 I get paid back in the army. Do they do that all for you, or do you have to do it? They did it all for me. I just chose what I wanted. And how you want to take it out of your. Yeah, but that money is taxed. So, that's what I was looking at was how much federal income tax they would pull off from me. Yes, so you'll see here because here like here's like my army gross, And then my VA waiver, so they take a difference and then that's what they pay me every month. So I get that from the VA and then I get that from the mortgage. But then the seven fifty total, you get only. No, that's good income. That's sitting on there. The VA is taxed on the VA is taxed only on that amount. Not complicated, I guess. Speaker 2 00:24:13 It's like when you understand it, you understand it. Yeah, I had yeah and it was tricky like navigating and getting all set up. Now it's like all done and automated. You don't really think about how that yeah. Speaker 2 00:24:43 Oh, the animal hospital. The animal. Oh, that's funny. I still. I've been meaning to write the doctor to take him there and I haven't done that. And I was gonna print off a picture of what we need to put in the car. But I just. now I've got a. Speaker 2 00:25:18 You know, I haven't pulled the plug on it yet because I had to buy a new computer because my battery. So, My MacBook that I bought from so I told the lady when I met with her. Speaker 2 00:25:50 Yeah, I think I'm gonna do it. Yeah, um, but I didn't fully commit and actually buy my tickets yet. So then I was talking to my mom like oh shoot, like should I only go to that? There's another music like that workshop thing. The same workshop that went to in San Francisco. They're having another one, and it's in July. Yeah, maybe like two weeks before. Yeah, and I want to go to that again. Speaker 2 00:26:21 And then I'm like, oh shoot, I need to buy a new computer because my battery, it can't hold a charge. So I took it to the Apple Store and she's like, yeah. She's like, we could replace it for you for two hundred fifty dollars plus tax. But she's like this thing is so old. She's like it doesn't even update anymore. And pretty soon. Yeah, it's gonna be like what they call vintage and I'm like what vintage? Yeah she's like meaning, we don't have these products. So if you come back in a month from now. And you want to replace the battery, we won't be able to do it for you. Um, how old was your computer? So I bought it in two thousand twenty twenty, but it's a two thousand and eighteen computer and I bought it refurbished. You have five minutes. Yeah, um, and so I mean that's kind of reaching here. Yes, yeah. And so as I talk though. Speaker 2 00:27:25 I won't have anything transferred. Yeah. Katie, I found your tank. Katie? You found the tank? I found your. Oh, nice. You see what it says? Katie, Kate. Yeah. E? Speaker 2 00:27:56 Are you okay? So yeah, I mean, I need to get something going because I think it would be kind of like a fun getaway. Yeah. The cabbage. Yeah, it's gonna be fun. You just kind of check it out? Kinda. Speaker 1 00:28:10 Yeah, how it works? Is that what you're. Yeah, kind of like slowly stepping through like what is what. You know,'cause also I've got to set it up. Speaker 2 00:28:20 Now if it's an AI. You made my life worse but that's okay. He's like I got a better way to do this! Use the AI. Speaker 1 00:28:26 To to set it up. Yeah, and oh okay, tell me how you work. Yeah, yeah. But, you also have to like. Speaker 2 00:28:38 It was a trip that they had all planned when she got sick. They wanted to do it before she, Uhum. Speaker 1 00:28:49 You know, kind of step into because you can't give it too much free I can't give it. My thoughts are is I can't give it too much freedom to like do too much until I figure out what I am doing, you know. Speaker 2 00:29:01 Because she doesn't want to. Now, if you load it on a Mac, right? Are you running it on some sort of local internet, Speaker 1 00:29:16 Local like a LAN so that it has access to your? Speaker 2 00:29:23 To know what's going on because otherwise it's so isolated. I had no idea. Does it have access to your stuff? Or am I just missing the boat on this whole thing? Speaker 1 00:29:36 No, I think I see your point. Like, no, I'm trying to. So your whole family right now. Yeah, I mean you gotta let it see stuff. Somehow, right? You got an appointment on this day. You got these emails, right? But well, I mean a lot of that stuff is like you. Speaker 2 00:30:02 Are giving it access to different accounts. Speaker 1 00:30:05 Yeah, Like you can give it access toum It's kind of scary though, because you know, you can get access to your bank account. Right, right. Well and that's like where like even he said, he's like, yeah. It can't spend money for me. Can't touch any of my money. You know, can't make any decisions like that. You know. So, you know, and they've got like standard like rules. Like don't change, don't do anything that's not irreversible or that's not reversible. Don't uh. Can we close the door? I feel like I'm constantly asking that. Speaker 1 00:30:51 I honestly look. I don't care about Dobby. I'd rather not be cold than Dobby feel like she can come back in. Um, So but so one of the first things it does when you set it up is this is okay, give me my rules, you know? And it's already got pre existing rules. And then I went to Chad GPT and I said okay, give me the rules for, So, I'm just going to paste that in. So, um, Speaker 2 00:31:36 What's that? Other than play with it. I. Speaker 1 00:31:43 Think there's a couple things that I'm interested in doing like, You know, based on what it was saying, what he was saying, it's like. Could I take? Oh, thank you. Yeah. Can I take a SketchUp model in SketchUp and say, here is what I am trying to accomplish. You know, give me all the measurements for my guys. You know here is how we build a pool. Help me figure out. Speaker 1 00:32:17 How to quote, um, plumbing. You know. Maybe that's my that's the quite one of the questions that I've got. My thoughts are it's like, hey, here is the sketchup model I just came up with when I for this PDF. Speaker 1 00:32:47 What do you need for me to figure out in order to figure out how to do this? You know, But. Speaker 2 00:33:02 Can I even do other stuff, Like here's. Speaker 1 00:33:07 Here's everything. I've talked about in the last, you know, here is my daily something. Figure out who I am. Listen to everything I've, you know, what have I committed to? You know, offer suggestions things maybe I missed. You know, If I can kind of like, think of like detailed. And then you know how do I take myself from ground level all the way up to thirty thousand feet of like, what am i missing here? Did i come up with any ideas that i could make money on? You know, i'm just. Speaker 1 00:33:45 You know. So. Speaker 2 00:34:15 I mean, it's true. Like, I guess as a model, it's true. To be honest. Girl, I played like two games. Yeah, actually Temecula is one of my. Like to be honest, it's true. What? Like I couldn't say that about like Destination Weddings and stuff like that. I'm in shooting range. But. You would go for other reasons than just. Which is the menu? Speaker 2 00:34:46 No, don't do that. Speaker 2 00:35:15 We've done the charity of the fire. Frank just sent in his new driver's license photo into our group. Speaker 2 00:35:44 To Lola, Sal, and I. And it's kind of silly looking, but I think he's really proud of it. And Lola's response was asking if that was Dad Bunny. And it kind of does look like him a little bit. But that more has to do about Lola and the hut and not Frank. Speaker 2 00:36:16 So. How's Brooke doing again? Um, okay. Dean started a new school. Why did he start a new school? I don't know. Amy has never stayed at one school for longer than like two years, so that Austin's been in the house like. Yeah, he's got it. That's really cool. For uh, For defenders, is that like odd? Or is that like a set up to actually work through his disability? I don't think they're you know what I'm saying? Yeah, I don't think they know how to deal with that. That was good with the roll it. Yeah, he has an IEP. Speaker 2 00:37:14 Um, from when he was little. But, maybe Brooke. So we should play him. Yeah, yeah. We're going through my. I'm gonna run through my. Have you heard that? Speaker 2 00:37:45 Why is it just going to like this, um, like this blank screen two minutes? I have no idea what that means. Alright, so basically we just run around drones and. Speaker 2 00:38:15 Oh, so that's what like people will sometimes stop for. Like man, like man playing. Oh yeah. She even does that? Yeah. Oh, for everything? Oh I don't like exhausting. Yeah dealing with her in the hospital. I just entered the building. I see I follow my daughter, Yeah only she needs a clean out. Yeah. Speaker 2 00:39:18 Yeah, that's kind of going to be a nurse who's like, "Alright, we're right here." Oh. It's like offensive to them. Yeah. And they put in a lot of time and a lot of study. Yeah, anyway, that's a really good spot. Why? I think it just all comes from the water system there. But um. yeah So I think what they did is. There was no court case about that. You know he gets it from her. So he's like. And. So this is interesting I kind of see a whole family dynamic playing out here. You know? Yeah, Yeah, I think a lot of it is. She just has issues herself and doesn't know how to deal with it. Yeah, And then she's also she like freaks out and not take a step back and like reason or something. Or like yeah, You can have an emotional breakdown, but then like come up with some like solutions and plans. Yeah, like problem solving. Speaker 2 00:40:17 So she'll just like take him out. Um, and she's like totally protective. Oh, that's good. And also the school that he was at, yeah it um it was huh? Not very good? It wasn't really like a school. It was like this, more of a like started the school, and they could have kids in traditional school. Um and so it was I told them, he was the first off, like one of the first few that we met. Oh, They got like hands on, like but now I see him. Now they're not very like so not except for one guy. And then for the last four months, they switched to a different billing company and they never notified Brooke or Pat. And then they said, "Well, we're not going to give you their transcripts if you don't pay us." You haven't paid us in the right situation. So it's very dysfunctional regulatory night and then. Speaker 2 00:41:16 And then Brooke's like, "I'm gonna get killed a lot." She kind of and how I love it. Why is there my trash? A bear, you don't want to mess with. Yeah, not worth the energy. She'll fight to the nail, but doesn't doesn't wait. Did you say you pick up? And like kill most times if they're here. Hey, let's like what can we do to make this correct? Like problems if you want that element of this, you know if she'll just like or wait it's just popular right now. Yeah, but like with that and why do that? Speaker 2 00:41:46 Yeah. And so he might not be able to graduate. Yeah, go ahead. He's still going to have to graduate. But the online school was like, well, he's behind. Yeah, he can't graduate. He has to make up and take all the classes, which sucks, but honestly, it's good for him because how does somebody do it? Yeah, homeschooling is kind of like that where hours a day? Well, it's like instruction two hours a day but then the rest of. Speaker 2 00:42:45 It's independent. You do it on your own. So if you can get through the content really quickly, then great. But if you can't and you're like, and you can't buckle down and dig out, I trust down the defender just puts a mine. I just don't know how that's effective. Like okay well too late now. Bro, you don't need to look at your spot every single time. Oh okay right so she'll have to sit there and be like, she won't do that right? And that's the. Speaker 2 00:43:36 Yeah, I'm here. I want eleven HP. So, the last thing I want to do is like. Yeah, and like it's just a relationship between parent and child. Like unless the parent like I've seen some really calm extroverts that can handle a party really well. And that schedule. That's not me. I get so easily distracted and cut up that it's like. So what does that person keep on looking at my screen? Speaker 2 00:44:07 Yeah. You know that we're such a nice one. Oh, that was a game. Oh, you are? He's gonna go to the convention. I don't know. So weird, they say whoa, it's like you were contemplating it, You had enough, so it was supposed to be Ben because there is a kid, oh, yours going on, right up to the ball like Romble, High or something like that. But then I remember, there was like. Yeah. Speaker 2 00:45:07 When we got to the end and we dealt with the administration, it was like, "We'll see." Like, it was really weird. You know, and we don't have. We don't have anything to go off of for Matthew yet. Three what? It's really hard when you're trying to explain it. Oh well no I picked the wrong guy sorry I don't like. I like pop punk, but like a little bit yeah, you know and he'll probably need tutoring. Yeah The smoker gasped or whatever just to try to like. Here we are trying to be like. They don't have that same chance in that area. They're like, they're just talking about it. Like Matthew is like, I can just like put something, I can just put three things right here. So it's like awkward because they keep on playing this like very political game of like, well we'll see. Yeah. Speaker 2 00:46:06 And it's like, and meanwhile, there's already I said, Like I'm, like you already have a student here that came from that new school. Very similar. Yeah. You, we're like standing there in the office and people are coming into the office that we know from church. And also like yeah, like friends. Yeah Like Q Like I think you've met as well because. Speaker 2 00:46:37 Started going to. yeah, um, this family followed my brother and my sister with them. So they would like if she showed up because her kids are at that school. So she came in there and was like, oh hey, It's weird because they were just standing there talking to she's not even going to principal ;. She's like the office manager and not like as a manager, but like very oddly, like trying to kind of like. Not overcommit because you know, like, don't wanna, don't wanna, you know, put themselves in a bad position just to get to it. And like, and they're like friends are coming. We have people who are coming in who you know, from church both sides. They're like, oh, hey, what are you doing here? And why are you teaching these classes like and I'm like uh-huh like what grade is your son in? What's his name? Fifth grade? He's a kindergartener I I don't know I'm like that's why we really haven't answered it. Speaker 2 00:47:36 And like it was just so weird. Yeah, so then all of a sudden, like he had a shield. Well, you know, first just that you know the priority show. And priority is going to go and right and priority will go to kids. You know that we um we might but if your kid's prior special services, Jimmy's not more closer than me. We need to make sure that we have. Speaker 2 00:48:06 Availability and those things too. So, like it was very like weird. Yeah, So ultimately, it was like as we're walking out with the person who was the next one of all of them, and she was our tour guide, and she was our mic. Yeah, I am like oh well do we win? This is really weird. So does it really matter right? So I did better right from my hair condition. Um I was like walking around like look. Speaker 2 00:48:36 I said, this all looks great, But this feels like a very weird situation of like of a game where you're like almost talking to me, like my son is not capable and I can't explain to you. He's not here for you to see it and it feels weird. Like it feels like you're jumping to You're jumping to conclusions here without even knowing my son. Yeah. And like, and like, if we're lucky. And I never talked to him. Right, and then like, and if we're lucky. No i I can change the your gun use stuff out. I can't guess how appreciative that, but I am like, but it feels like if we're lucky he'll take us and I am like and it's weird. Yeah. So I guess we'll figure this out, but thank you so much for your story. So that's kind of where it leaves me at. Speaker 2 00:49:34 And then, like the following week, I had set up a tour with Covenant Christian. And I had actually like unintentionally because I thought Maddie didn't have the day off. Friday, but then he did. So I took him out of school early to go on this tour. And um and uh and then after that, all my plans were just like. Annual checkup, the doctor was like, "So how are you doing in school?" And I am like, "Oh, good. Yeah." Against AI and one book and after against people. Yeah, I am done with finals because it's getting really empty in the evenings. And we're going to be looking at some changes in the future. And you might have more of a workload. And I am like trying to be like. Speaker 2 00:50:35 His name is Ben. Speaker 2 00:51:04 So like I was like, yeah actually I can drop you off at school. And then of course, I have left your backpack. He goes can I go? And it like ended up being because that's cool. And, we got there or like we're looking at the school and we were both oh man, wish there were a better option. And by the end of it, like principal, like it was the principal who we met with. He was really caring and considerate. Like we happened to kind of run into all the people. I ran like because of Like, I knew a ton of people already at that school, even teachers. So she and her friend, one of the teachers had an eighth grade son. And so I had met this son at various events with all the boys hanging out. She had come over to my house for Henderson's birthday. They had done like a. Candace had done like a. uh. like a. what was it? Not a raffle. Speaker 2 00:52:03 Like where you're like kind of like a fundraiser with this mom who was a teacher, you know. So I was around her a lot there too. So it's like so when we walked into the class, she's our teacher. She's like, what are you doing here? I was like, oh hey Shannon. You know and it was like, are you going to come to school? You know so it was like oh that's cool. It kind of just kind of felt like welcome yeah Like. It was different right? It was like if you're lucky versus all these people were like come on back, sit down and bring your friend down. But. With the principal, he has like a whole box of fidget spinners. He's like, you know, just kind of hang out with each other and hang out and talk. And he goes, "We actually have like." If it's one type that you want a machine gun, if you need to come in right now all over the place, you know. And they need a lot of not like a lot of help but like. He goes, "If you don't want to spray them more precision than that," then you go for a give one. We're not going to tap anymore. Speaker 2 00:53:02 Academic She does. She does well. It's like you know, she puts the time in, right? So she's very good about fundraising. She's good about getting involved. The dog is like the person behind me, no parent all that stuff, but she's also like. Speaker 2 00:54:34 Right. You gotta make a decision. You can't make both, right? Right. You gotta prioritize. Yeah, right. So, so he was like, you know, We have we have a after school academic program for kids, like, and we come up with like a plan between the teachers and the youth workers, you know, to share this message, and they all take messages, you know, and then he like introduced. Speaker 2 00:55:04 Then, I like. Yeah, now are you best friends? No, they're still awkward, but they're starting to play at the end together. You know, Like so um you know I kind of feel like I've already had, like that kid plays soccer. You know so I had to tell Sylvia everyone, and she was like I told her like about my experience she was like, you should. Speaker 2 00:56:06 Yeah. Speaker 2 00:56:37 Yeah, that's true. I just like like all the stories that you were telling me about. Yeah, yeah. I just like it's like there are schools and I feel like not like a fake foundation. And then like but definitely Christian is like nice, please but yeah they have they have like yeah, the guy is a pastor. He came from Virginia Beach and you know he's Like it doesn't feel like I feel like Jesus and his friends like have are like faith driven, you know, but I do feel like Pentecost is not at all. And I mean, how do you get in like about like fifty sixty and God, which makes me think that like more people are concerned about atheism. Speaker 2 00:57:38 They would like run in the opposite direction. I didn't get that, you know. So I was surprised, you know, I was surprised to find that they were considering it. And she's like, yeah, I wish your school was closer to high school so we're going there. You know? No no but so they're looking at like Christian schools in the east. So yeah. So now actually that's on my list of things to do is I have to. I'm so low right now. So, But like coming down the line and then like and then I'm gonna take him to public school. Speaker 2 00:58:39 Well, you can request it. You can explain why. Now, I so when he was three and when he was having issues, I got him assessed at school. And we were disappointed because year after year they had said. They're trying to shoot me. They got a way to kill them. They're telling me, like, mail saying, "Hey, sign this so we can close out his IEP." We need to move that in there as well. He's not in our district because they don't want to carry the burden and the note of having a kid that they're responsible for with an IEP in the school district, if they're not actually responsible for him. I never signed it; I was ignored it. And then at one point and it wasn't intentional, but then at one point as a birthday party. Speaker 2 00:59:37 Her friend was a like speech therapist or like an assessor who worked in the school district. She's like, Never sign it here because then you have to start the process all over again. But I just called in and was like, hey, through the school district with now you have an IEP for speech, but I need to get him reassessed and this is what happened. And even then, Like people who are with these district, yeah, they were like relieved because you have. It's like, oh, they didn't want to start all over. Right, right. They're like, oh, We're so glad that you didn't go down even though they were wanting to go down. It's like that kind of process. Crappy process. It's a crappy process. Yeah And, they just follow suit and just put the easier way in Right Down to like the fact that they have two weeks after I call into the school district to be like, hey, I want to get one set. They have two weeks to contact me And. If they don't They get steam They get somehow or. Speaker 2 01:00:37 Like penalties against them. And so I actually called them the day before they had to call me. Yeah, and she was like, "I think you should make sure you call me." She's like, "You know, like I'm going to see if this is a minute contract," and they're like back there. So um. Five seconds. But. Like I think the. When we meet. You feel like a first meeting saying why you need those cases? And then they decided versus this time, the case was open and then they just added more to it, like to the assessment. So, they have like a few extra teachers and they'll be taking you through a series of tests for just your speech. So um, it's harder to do when you're littler. Speaker 1 01:01:48 It's Just Dylan, kiddo. Oh, M speaker, who's that? A lot of people getting added. Speaker 2 01:02:05 That's the one that goes crazy, and I can tell she's very young because how crazy she gets. Oh, and then this one from. Do you think it's bad? I don't know. I was going to wait till ten. Um, I just said happy New Year. Speaker 2 01:02:42 Okay, you don't need to. I don't need to force it. We used to have a blue one, but I don't know where it is. Speaker 2 01:04:56 Hold on, I just need a. Speaker 2 01:05:32 Yeah, I got two kills. Okay. I'm gonna go find the one that's wrapped up over there, and then you can use the base. Do you see it? No. Bobby, what are you doing? Okay, who's in the car? Speaker 2 01:06:02 Yeah, there's one person. They're like, "She's alive. She's alive." What can we do here? Um. But I would just. There's only one person that. There's only one person alive for us. That's sweet. I mean, that's a lot of work for them to write down all their people. Courtney. This guy went in here on the shotgun style. Yeah, so they. Well, I guess. Gave them like thirty five thousand dollars. They're like, "Thank you for our bonus. " But they gave me fifty percent discount out of all that it should have been um forty five fifty. I don't remember. I have it all written down at home. But I mean cause I went through looking at sometimes they did so I was like, "What? How old is the total?" and. Speaker 2 01:07:01 Of that, like what would have been. Like, bring him donuts or something. Bring him bagels. Yeah, be like, thank you guys. Um, But like the one doctor I sent her a bunch of pictures and everything of Bobby and she's like, oh my gosh, I'm gonna cry. And, then the one, the one lady, the the V A, or the vet tech yeah I reached out to her, and I was like, hey, is there like, do you happen to know of like what any good dog sitters? Speaker 2 01:07:60 And she, so like if I ever like if I go to San Francisco, right? And you like for whatever reason can't answer. You know what's going on, Shelly, right? And so I was like totally fine. She was like, yeah, I usually only do this once a month. Speaker 2 01:08:31 What. You need to bring it up. You need to see a doctor. She was like the angel who guides that actually was like, "I am on this shit." Like, no, come in and see the doctor, right? Um, yeah. So she lost out. Okay. So she's. I mean. I mean. Yeah. And she knows all these things. ;, she knows that she can only eat certain things, and she knows her history. So like I feel. Yeah more safe I feel. Speaker 2 01:09:28 I would feel good leaving Dobby in her hands. I think she's the most secure. Meanwhile, she's like hiding. No, she's over here. She was hanging on Brooke's back. Yeah, um. Well, I'm on this chair just showing it all upstairs, and that one is downstairs. But yeah, there is an hour she put her. Yeah. Almost ready guys I just need to oh my goodness the other noodle rolling. Speaker 2 01:10:11 And they like it too. To see, like, yeah, they update the doctor that was like on. Speaker 1 01:10:22 It the whole time. Speaker 2 01:10:38 Matty, what are you doing, dude? Didn't. Speaker 1 01:10:42 We have a deal? Where when you did the thousand touches. Speaker 1 01:11:18 So, Who's coming tomorrow? Are your cousins coming? Speaker 1 01:11:28 The other three. The other three will talk. And that's like the one doctor, like she's like, want to talk? Yeah. About something in particular? Speaker 2 01:11:50 I'll tell you what, you know, still once a month anytime somebody sees my. Speaker 1 01:11:59 Um, name tag at church when I do the bulletin. They're like McGlish Robert. You related to Robert? So, when's the last time you seen him? My parents went to South Carolina. There is no reason to see him anymore. I mean, I say it nicer than that, but that's the, Yeah. Oh. Okay. That's right, 'cause April was there. So, 'cause you know they used to go to my church. So Yeah. They stopped paying her and. Speaker 2 01:12:58 I don't know them very well, right? I mean, I don't. We get together every every time. You know, Speaker 1 01:13:27 I was telling the story about what happened with the cat. Right. Well, that's the same as like when I get together with Billy and them, you know. So I'm sure that's what it's gonna be. But she. I was surprised that Derek wasn't. That what? That he wanted to see. Oh. Well they don't want to talk at the in the at the funeral. Right. Speaker 1 01:13:59 You should've been a downloader. You want missiles? I'll give you missiles. He was like almost out. Speaker 2 01:14:07 Like another baby. I can't believe he's not. Oh, he came right in the back. Died, bro. Yeah, I should've put a. Oh, fine, you wanna go on? So. Bro, y'all died! Speaker 3 01:14:33 There's just so much people trying to kill me. How come? Speaker 2 01:14:43 Yeah, I mean, what if you just grab a shotgun and grab a. What? I'm just gonna grab a shotgun and then grab a uh. Speaker 3 01:15:08 What game are you playing? Speaker 2 01:15:13 What? Are you ready to eliminate hostile? Oh no. Oh no. Oh no. Hold on. Oh no. Okay. Speaker 2 01:15:43 Why are you using a pistol? Speaker 2 01:16:13 Practically no idea what I'm doing. Who's Danny Wolf? Okay. That was one upstairs. Speaker 1 01:16:20 Yeah, Dad, and Danny Wolf fan. He just started using this or playing this game. What you wrote? Speaker 2 01:16:37 Did you put the actual door so you'd know which one it was? Uh- oh, it's just like. Speaker 3 01:16:43 It's just like what it does. Speaker 2 01:17:17 I'm not saying like they owe it to you, but I'm just saying like a lot has happened. It'll never be the way it once was, but that might not have been healthy either, right? But like a lot has passed, and we're still despite all of that and all the drama. You know, despite all that. So I think that it kind of shows that it's like, you know, not you know, but it's. The wrong isn't right. But yeah. But the friendship still stands strong despite. Yeah. Okay they'll be good at it. They're so grateful to him who showed them signs because I was willing to ask them why? You know I still have. Speaker 2 01:18:17 I feel like respect them and care about them, and you are not there to take advantage of the relationship. And I told you, wait so how many characters do you have? Yeah, I did like the deal. Did this look like I agreed? I presented it to you, and like Johnson, am going through that Johnson. And it's important to me. Speaker 2 01:18:47 Right. And I think, and I just brought up with Penny, I am like, "Whoa, what happened?" And he's like, "I don't need to go. I don't need to go." And he's like, "It's okay. Just tell me." It breaks your heart. Yeah. Speaker 2 01:20:09 Well, I'm glad that that look. So we're gonna have January is very, very Sunday night. I'm gonna go pick up to pull over. Yeah, no, that's too late. You're not sure what you have to do with people but the yeah, I'm not gonna tell you. Yeah, No, they and uh and uh, get it for non- A merican people like or just show up without cash? How are we doing today? Spend on men because she's not doing this thing. How are we how are we how are we? Oh, I like his name. I like his name. Speaker 2 01:21:10 What team do we go? What team do we go? He just like froze. And then when I went over, he took. She was like, right. You're like, uh, can you just get it like so that I didn't know. Yeah. Unfortunate and so it was like I had to have this. Speaker 2 01:21:41 Yeah, I like saw a guy. I didn't know who he was. No, he's not. But if you ever are, Then it would be great to have, you know, to have those funds to be able to yeah, you know. And then over time, obviously, you'll see what do I need to do with all this right? Right? Yeah, like the ones that you can like hit and then they'll go in the pool. I would i would move it back over my high interest savings but yeah. Speaker 2 01:22:12 I can't see them. I can't see. I'm running in. I died, Carter, we need to game up again. No, just when you have to do it. You know, but that would be hard to maintain. Like, can you have a separate account where it's not actually earning any money, but it's still a separate account in your within your own? Speaker 1 01:22:49 It's probably an hour, but we want to get there a little bit early. Sometimes there is traffic for no reasons. So we're going to leave a little early too. Speaker 2 01:22:59 You are not like trying to kind of work around what you are doing, actually are to work off the four months. Speaker 2 01:23:09 It's L A B. Uh, L A B. So I had my investments set up for long term. And then I have my like, I call it short term investment that I don't want to put away, but I have enough money that if I need it, right? No, it's just L A B. Right? That if I need it, right? Oh yeah Carter, that's the stuff. And, I'm like my spending, I'm not like I didn't really buy much of anything. So like my spending is good and I'm still trying to save that on top of that. So, so I'm like well if I have that money, might as well make interest on it in a short term CD. But then I learned with Gaby's situation, oh yeah, the access for me. Yeah. Speaker 2 01:24:06 Could be. Oh, wait, that kind of hard to talk about. I mean, you could get another credit card, right? Like or you could increase your. Yeah, that's what I ended up doing with one of my cards. But, but it still, but it was like, yeah it would question how you're doing things. Yeah. So it's like okay out of that money. I want to have at least some money aside if I need to access it, I can and the other money. Speaker 2 01:24:36 This little guy's running for his life. Oh, Carter, Carter. Bye Molly. Hey Maddy? Yeah? I have like a kind of like a new butter sauce. Do you want to. I'm going to dip this first and then have you try it. Run, run, run! Speaker 1 01:24:58 Maddy. Hey Matthew? Yeah? Your mom asked you a question. Speaker 2 01:25:05 Yeah, I'm making it's like a new butter sauce. So I'm dipping them and having you try it first. So I know what the different butter sauces. Hi, this is not me. Yes or no? Oh, do you like these? Good, mommy. Speaker 2 01:25:34 Yeah, I that's how I found I was. Speaker 2 01:26:05 Yeah, Braden, all that area is kind of Braden. What do you think of these? Um, ask Braden because I'm not the one eating them. Braden, what do you think of these? Oh yeah, Speaker 1 01:26:17 Man are they good? Yeah. They're weird. I mean I can eat them if like, but they're like kind of like grainy. And like honestly, like I'm still hungry afterwards. Yeah. You know? Speaker 2 01:26:28 Yeah. There's so much flavor and texture on that and I. Yeah, I would only take it and eat it in a. Speaker 2 01:27:20 I am getting so many like fan calls. Yeah, I get one from your Belinda. We're putting in a new pipe for Are you get that again? Oh, say what? I don't know. I deleted it and marked it as pants, but someone from your Belinda was like, "Hey," Belinda and business here all day long. Speaker 2 01:27:50 No. No, you're like no. But yeah, try it. I just did the week before the exam. That's so funny. Okay. Nice, beautiful Oh, I ran out of screen time So it's dinner time. Speaker 2 01:28:20 Guys I have to go I have to go it's dinner. Speaker 1 01:28:50 We're moving. Uh, Marvel. Which one? Speaker 3 01:28:55 The next new movie. What's. Speaker 2 01:29:04 The next one you ordered? So, I don't know if it's turning out to be like your It's, just like I mean with nicer people that I work with. But it's just very chaotic and like that. Speaker 1 01:29:17 I'm asking Chachi we. Speaker 2 01:29:18 Can yeah just like, And also just expectations, you know, like it's the pressure's on now to perform, which is fine. But, but I should have known that you know, this is what it was going to look like, once we actually had the stuff that we came before with. And now all of a sudden, it's like well their expectations of it being sooner. Do you want any sauce? What? Yeah, do we have some butter? Speaker 2 01:29:50 That which is disappointing. So I just feel like I got to get going, you know. I've got to be really, really efficient with my time and I'm not. Mommy's reading this book. And now I like it. Mom likes to kind of flip pages in the book. Oh good, everybody likes it so much. The Avengers, Speaker 1 01:30:13 Kiddo. The Avengers? Hey guys, wanna know something cool? We don't have school tomorrow! Speaker 2 01:30:50 Okay, guys, we're watching The Avengers. Speaker 2 01:31:25 Yeah, you can't really kill me on this one because it's all skill. Oh, I just I'm sorry to give him the good night. I had to do like a mixture of spaghetti guys, because last time at Trader Joe's that I had gone to. And we have this thing after this, Speaker 1 01:31:40 Let's let's get up. Okay. Speaker 2 01:31:42 Oh crap, I missed it. Yeah, no don't start with me. We get challenge for each other. Sure? Are you giving up already? I'm just too good. Speaker 2 01:32:23 What Are you like? Really liking it. Speaker 1 01:32:59 Okay, Cool. What does eating this food have to do with it? Speaker 3 01:33:02 You're gonna stop. If I finish right now, can I keep playing with my friends? No. Speaker 2 01:33:06 Uh- huh. Okay, let's go to mom. Um, yeah, your comments are smart enough to stay outside. He's like put a picture in there. Speaker 2 01:33:29 Oh. Speaker 1 01:34:18 His Teammate. Speaker 2 01:34:34 No, she do. She had a cold and she put her food in her tongue because she might be just here. She had the cold. Mmm. Mmm. Speaker 2 01:35:15 Okay. Can. Speaker 3 01:35:26 You pick them up again? Yeah. Um. Sure. Do you want to build a world? Speaker 3 01:35:43 Imagine, or the career of your wildest imagination. Will you reach for the far away, or cure the near and dear? Do you find solutions in black and white, in color, or contribution? Will you push boundaries? Will you bear down? Now imagine. And make it happen. Speaker 2 01:36:07 The University of California. This is UC San Diego. I'm taking a California original since 1936. One thing has never changed : our commitment to bring you the value and quality service, you deserve where it matters most, right here at home. State Farm, a part of your community since nineteen thirty six. Speaker 2 01:36:43 Yeah, it's like brown one. Oh, it's like whole grain. Yeah, so like. Speaker 1 01:37:18 Guys, What's going on? Hey, I don't want this. Okay, both of you. Work it out. Speaker 2 01:37:26 I'm trying to sit there, and he's scooting it into my legs. And I can't sit down. Speaker 1 01:37:30 Okay, But let's talk about it in a way that he doesn't feel like you're attacking him. And Ben, you're not going to ignore your way through it, okay? Speaker 1 01:37:45 I do. Speaker 2 01:37:55 I like what I do. I feel an immense amount of pressure right now. I like doing it. Speaker 4 01:38:16 I just like to play. I'm gonna just play a little bit today, right? Like most people call me, you know, Speaker 2 01:38:23 Like so all the follow- ups that I really need to do. Yeah. I don't get the chance to do, and it's like I just need, you know, slow down a little bit and get all these things done. Speaker 4 01:38:35 So it's a little bit frustrating for me. Yeah. So and I feel the need to build some trust. Speaker 4 01:40:44 And then they're like," Yeah, just sell it." Like," You're not making it because it's not being sold." Speaker 2 01:40:48 I'm like," I don't know what I can sell it because you didn't tell me." Yeah. And also where are the product sheets? Where are the advertisements? Right? Where are all this stuff? And it's like. Speaker 4 01:40:57 It's like just put another bin. Speaker 4 01:41:12 But I do think that like my dog, you know, the difference between. Speaker 4 01:41:54 [ 0 m 0 s 125 ms-0 m 1 s 375 ms.][ noise][ 0 m 1 s 375 ms.-0 m 2 s 485 ms][ noise][. Speaker 2 01:42:07 0 m 2 s 485 ms-0 m 6 s 965 ms][ noise][ 0 m 6 s 965 ms-0 m 7 s 485 ms][ noise][ 0 m 7 s. Speaker 3 01:42:16 485 ms-19. 132] I'm sorry, Gracie. Thank you for all the stuff you've given us. And thank you that we have such a great day. And thank you that uh everyone has had a good day. And we ask you, God, that everyone will have a good week. And, we ask you that. Speaker 2 01:42:37 The things we do will be good because of your name. Amen.- A lot of good days, Speaker 4 01:42:41 Huh?- I know!- Have a good day! Speaker 4 01:42:52 You need to have a good day in order to have a good day. And you are blessed by the Lord. You're blessed by the Lord. You're not supposed to be joking around with the Lord. I'm not joking around with Maddie, I'm talking to the Lord. Maddie's having a really hard time today, Speaker 1 01:43:08 Okay? Well, it's just he values that. Speaker 2 01:43:57 Oh yeah, Well, you can't quite tell, but you can kind of see that it's pulled on a little thread. Um, Would it be a little fur thing or does he just look like he's missing? Well, he says he can't feel it now. He says he can't feel his nose. There's no like nerves there anymore. Right. Can I go? Keep up! Speaker 2 01:44:28 And then, yeah, this is taken out and then we take. Oh, yeah, we got the they want to get it. They could get it off on the inside. So when he goes ow walk, yeah, it's like oh my gosh. And I'm sure people are like are you okay? Are you okay? Well, Yeah, that's but was a much stuff like I mean, did he know what was gonna be that intense? No he had no idea what kind of difference it was just about it all this. Yeah. Um like he wants to. Speaker 2 01:45:07 Yeah. Speaker 2 01:45:41 Like what? You can't really think about it until you get it, and then it's like too late to worry about. But he's all worried now. Yeah. Speaker 1 01:47:03 Yeah. So I mean, but the thing is like, technology has come so far. Speaker 1 01:47:40 Hey. That's disrespectful. No. I'm sorry. Speaker 2 01:48:51 And then, and then, and then. Speaker 2 01:49:60 And. Speaker 2 01:50:47 And then. Speaker 2 01:51:21 Everyone got so the next day, the girl comes in. She's like, "Oh my god." Speaker 2 01:51:58 I'm not having a good time. Speaker 2 01:52:30 I'm on the train. Speaker 2 01:53:05 You. Speaker 2 01:53:37 And. Speaker 2 01:54:14 I had no idea how big they this was. So, I am in the south, but I am not aware. Yeah, I see what you are talking about. Am in the bathroom and then I am like okay, how can I take some layers off? Speaker 2 01:54:44 It's just like the top part of it. It's just like a black shirt. Yes, I'm Paul. Thank you. No, just messing with you. Speaker 2 01:55:49 Oh, you talk. What? You talk. Speaker 2 01:56:28 And then I'm like, oh no. So I have my shoes like untied. I'm running through the airport. Meanwhile, I've got like a shirt on, long-sleeved shirt on. I've got joggers on, my backpack's been turned off. Like, I look like a fitness person and then I'm running through the terminal. Speaker 2 01:57:03 I'm so. Speaker 2 01:57:36 Yeah, I like the orange peel. I like the orange peel and then what's in there? Speaker 2 01:58:06 I'm running a thousand meters. My lungs feel like they're on fire. My legs are burning because I just did like max deadlifts that day. Oh my god, I'm like so sick, so ready to go. I'm running down the wrong aisle. Must be it's down that way. Cause I saw a C, but there's a number. There's not a number, so I don't know what to do about it. Number three is fine. All right, so I was so close to being home, I didn't want to get laid over or like miss my flight because I was flying in a giant wave. Speaker 2 01:59:06 Yeah, I didn't want to go out. I was just like, "All I wanted to do was go home and go to bed." So, i'm just I couldn't think about all right. All I could think about was keep writing. My lungs are going to blow up; that's okay. My quads are going to blow up; that's okay. Just keep writing the poem because it's like this: "I get there." Speaker 2 01:59:39 You know, you don't have to feel uncomfortable about, you know, going up next to somebody else. You know. Speaker 2 02:00:10 And then, like, oh, we were waiting for you. I was like, "That one's already worth more than the world." I put that two hundred dollars kind of on. Speaker 2 02:00:40 And then my eyes, because I hear it. Speaker 2 02:01:42 And uh, But then we just kind of went to the bar and had everybody out there. Christmas. And uh, I don't know why I don't have a couple more in champagne and breakfast. Tomorrow I'll be able to go sit down with my guys. But um, you know what? How many monkeys? And so it's a barbecue place, so I'm like, "I think you want coleslaw." Speaker 2 02:02:12 I don't know. Speaker 2 02:02:44 All. Speaker 2 02:03:24 It feels good. I know it's called fried food or whatever, but it just feels like. I don't know. It's just so good. And then I felt. um. a little bit of swelling in my head, and I was like, "Oh." Speaker 2 02:03:58 I need you to go look this over. I don't know. What kind of discussion is that? I don't know. Yeah, but you know, it's happened. I mean, when you hear my words, like "I'm going to work before," right? Or " I ' m going to drink more " or " I ' m trying to convince myself that it wasn't," or whatever. I mean, yeah, yeah. Speaker 2 02:04:30 And then, well, then and then I was like, once I was going back to that release. But then immediately it was like out the other end. And there were really horrible things in the morning. And I finally i had that experience twice not just once. What's that? Speaker 2 02:05:01 I'm not the only one here. There's other adults in the room. Speaker 2 02:06:02 What. Speaker 2 02:06:33 I did not see this coming. I was so excited to be in the same crew. You know, it's really just a huge honor to have you on board. A forty-year-old man playing Wonder Woman! (Laughter). Speaker 2 02:07:07 Hey, Maddie. That's enough, dude. Speaker 1 02:07:16 Maddie. Hey, you can go to bed now. Well, I'm seriously telling you it's time to stop. Speaker 2 02:07:55 Sure. Speaker 2 02:08:52 There's a lot of things in here that are probably really great, but I can't. It's you know, there's still a lot of things that are forgotten about here for sure, like they all get to be together. Speaker 2 02:09:24 And um, and one of the ladies brought her husband. Speaker 2 02:09:55 Good mocktail options. I've tried some of them before, but you have that hard like success or whatever. But it's not because like a lot of them are for kids, they're like candy on the way to property. That's what customers think. I don't know how many did you drink after? In the same impact, it's not so bad. It's not the same if you know so. Speaker 1 02:10:37 With Magic shell. With magic shell. Speaker 2 02:11:47 I thought you were just playing around. Speaker 2 02:12:51 I right now have that. I add collagen protein into my coffee. I felt like it was a good idea to get more collagen, and then if I can avoid eating something with rice, no one will know. How long does that take? Speaker 2 02:14:29 I need a. Speaker 2 02:14:60 No. Speaker 3 02:15:49 University Of Arizona. I believe everyone is born with a purpose. That being said, I will not accept this for what that is. Speaker 2 02:16:04 What? [AI_SUMMARY] No content